Mourning

I haven't written on here for quite some time it appears. I didn't realize that it was that long since I last posted. I've been in mourning, not that somebody died, or a pet died, but something else did die. It was dying for a long time and now it is deader than dead. So now after a while of feeling sorry for myself and this ultimate demise, I really have to say that I have emerged with a sense of calm and will go do whatever makes me happy. When all is said and done, I will look back and say that I have done everything that I could possibly do to make the best of something and I just couldn't do anything anymore. R.I.P.- at least two great things came from this.